Thursday 1 November 2012

I'm searching for the mood .

IM NOT IN MOOD RIGHT NOW.
I'm thinking that Twitter will be the right place. .
but
I WAS WRONG !
I'm  becoming so sensitive or ?....aah just ignore it.

SO..
Log in Blogger
and. 
HERE
Post yang tak terpost-post since September n now. .
Errr. November ?? LOL. 


Assalamualikum guys :D


wow, its September already! These word that I'm about to say is pretty common, but yeah TIME FLIES SO FAST. and it's already 18 days since the last post and I'm now stuck in USIM as a degree student.  

It seems like yesterday i was rushing to the class, fighting over each other to get into the bus, the pack TAMHIDI timetable and what  so ever.And now,  i'm already be a first degree student. whoa ! until now,  i don't know why i still can't believe it. Maybe a little bit shock. I'm still trying to adapt with the new environment eventhough it's almost one year i've been in usim. Degree environment is a little bit different i think . new friends, new lecturers, new timetable, new hostel. 

And, i think i need to be a NEW ME.I mean new in attitude and having new spirit. Life changes, and as it changes..we change with it.

Sitting with all the new classmates make me feel  how empty I am in knowledge.All of them are full of confident, and I...full of nervousness. NERVOUSNESS is really a big problem in my life. why it is so hard to gain confidence ? why ?Hmmm... 
It's just that, sometimes I wish i would have a higher confidence just like the others. So, i decided to step out from my comfort zone !

I will not just sit and watch people walk ahead of me. But people will sit and witness me walking away. That is the way it should be.
Just stay strong. No matter what happen, this journey is just begin .


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TRYING HARD TO GET THE MOOD BACK . 
LALALALA. . . where are you, mood ?